About Us

Hello! I’m Tabea, the human behind Anxious Adventurers! 

I’m a twenty-something (…okay, fine, a ‘nearly-thirty-something’) millennial who is just trying to figure out life. And as if slogging through the absolute mess the world is isn’t confusing and overwhelming enough, I’ve also got a laundry list of mental illnesses (who doesn’t these days, am I right?): a super fun anxiety disorder, recurring depression, ADHD to keep things exciting and a sprinkle or two of other problems.


Come 2019, I decided that having a service dog would improve my life tremendously, and so Sirius came into my life. But plot twist! In a cruelly ironic twist of fate Sirius ended up developing anxiety to match my own.


But we were stuck with each other though, like two anxious peas in a pod. So we pushed onward and with my partner Tamara by our side battled our way through Sirius’s anxiety, reactivity, and hypersensitivity. Our journey is still a work in progress, but life always is, right?


Over the last few years, we’ve grown into quite the adventurous bunch itching to explore more and more of what the forests, mountains, and valleys of Austria (and beyond) have to offer. 

 

 

You see, at the end of 2023, I decided to make a New Year’s resolution. I don’t really put a lot of stock in these and had previously only made half-hearted jokes about their pointlessness. But, that year, I made one anyway: in 2024 I would tackle a proper alpine hike with Sirius. Only one problem: living in Vienna and later Lower Austria, we were not quite up to scratch on the mountaineering front. Trekking to the peak of our alpine mountains, even the “small” ones, isn’t something to do on a whim when you’ve spent the last decade hiking big hills rather than mountains.


Of course, a lot of googling ensued. And while there is
tons of information and resources for adventuring with your dog in general, I found something important missing: what about adventures with “problem” dogs? So, I figured the obvious thing to do is to just make my own blog. 

 

And this is the four-legged fur ball of nerves that inspires all of this:

Sirius, the anxious dog

Sirius is a rescued German Shepherd-Dachshund-Supermutt mix (yeah, we’re still scratching our heads about that one, he was supposed to be a “Lab mix”) who we adopted when he was around 10 months old and still very much an overgrown puppy. Just imagine a nearly-adolescent 25kg bundle of nonsense and mischief who had enjoyed very little training in life so far. Did I mention he’s our first dog? But underneath all that energy and ridiculous amount of puppy fur he’s been a sensitive soul from day one. Still, he was a super social, confident, and smart young pup. 

City living wasn’t all too kind to us, though, and after just one too many run-ins with not-so-friendly dogs Sirius became incredibly reactive. With tons of time and work it seemed that we’d tamed that monster–we even passed the service dog examination that we have in Austria. But then, when Sirius was about 3.5 years old, the anxiety reared its ugly head in full force.

Suddenly, everything – from walks in the woods to hanging out in the garden – became an stress-inducing nightmare. At home, he became an absolute barking machine, and any dog near him was met with a rather theatrical display of lunging and barking. We were at our wit’s end and had the heartbreaking rehoming conversation several times. 

Luckily, at the beginning of 2023, we took Sirius to a great veterinary behaviorist and he started getting meds for his anxiety. Best decision ever. Did it magically solve all his issues? No, ‘course not. But it turned an “error 404” into a “work in progress,” which makes all the difference.

The best thing is, Sirius can do what he does best again: exploring the world one sniff, dig, and roll in mud (or deer poop) at a time. 

So here we are! Just an anxious dynamic duo trying to savor life and tackling all the curveballs that get thrown at us. And maybe we can spark the adventure spirit for other dog duos, too!

Cheers and a woof,

Tabea & Sirius